June 2011
1 post
My eyes have not lingered here in forever.
I want to see thank you to my seventeen followers I have got. I shall take a look at you all. Since I have followed you all. You leave me curious. =)
Not much in my life has happen, my last entries were not pleasant as most of you saw. But things are quite better. I work a lot, I enjoy my life of being single. I love my family and friends, things are quite lovely.
I hope you are all well, and I...
November 2010
1 post
As the clock ticks.
Been sometime since I have written. For I have to much and not enough to say. Just one day at a time. As the clock ticks..
September 2010
1 post
It became so clear in the moment we met.
I linger in NY now, visiting. I came in September 1st and realization hit me flat in the face. The man who I loved, or love whatever it may be. Isn’t who he was anymore sadly he is lost and gone. A shame, and Devastating. But also a realization that hit me the moment we met. I knew in my gut the end would be quick and painful. And I wanted to help fix him and take the risk. But the lesson of...
August 2010
3 posts
This picture is how I feel, I feel that lost and confused I thought I would be put something as random as my damn mind. I woke up this morning and all I wanted to do was repeat the words “Fuck you.” over and over until someone heard me and told me to shut up, just so I can be cruel and bitchy to them.
I am so tired of plans being changed. Everything was fine on my move to NY and...
Rollarcoaster.
I come to the attention, well actually I have known. I am the most up and down mood person in the world. Well in my world. One moment I have the brightest smile and next I have a frown. I find those happy moments and than I find those sad moments, or angry moments. With in moments of time in between. I know I am not mentally and emotionally stable to a T. But at times I wish I could be like other...
1:56am.
The joy of not being able to sleep. I tell you it’s quite wonderful. As I speak in the most sarcastic tone. From being stuck with an infection or endless thoughts in my head. It’s a typical morning for me or late night for some of you out there. I don’t have much to say on this post. But I felt the need to say something since I am up and lingering the morning hours. Perhaps...